laugh, i love to laugh! laugh to tears..hahaha..my frens, at dat point they will like do this kinda weird face and make lots of jokes and get myself crazy..they said i look funny when i laugh..damn, feels so gud..! but tickles, dsnt applies to me..huhu, na'ah..
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i got shy, when people give me unnecessary compliments, at unnecessary place..im a shy lady, eventhough i look like a tough one..i cant even look any one's eyes when he or she talks, even my dad, i jez cant..my dad used to mad at me, cez when he talked to me, i never look at him..finally he realized dat, im kinda shy person..haha, funny huh? but when i get mad, all i wanna look is in his or her eyes! damn, im weird!
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when i feel so sad, i jez love to clean up my whole bedroom, eventhough there's no mess..i juz, love to get myself bz all the time, so dat doz sad feelings in my head, in my heart fly away and with dat i will feel free again.. nobody knows wat i want, even myself get confuse..but wat i know fer sure, i want my closest wat i call them friends, to understand me, treat me well..yeah, we shudnt expect they will treat us like we treat them..but at least, all i want is, they dont hurt my feelings, is dat too much to ask? its jez, pliz say anything dat u dont like bout me on my face, not at my back..eventhough its hard, i'll accept the weakness of me, and i'll try to change it, not a promise but i'll try.. pliz.......................................................................................................
and i got so damn mad when, doz who i called friends, made up some bad stories bout me or something dat i dont do, but smiles and pretend like nothing happens..and when i knew it, i jez dnt talk to them or look at their face.. dats it fer me, enough! but wat i hate most bout me, if they asked fer help, i will help them, damn!
