observe

people,

i cant say dat im the innocence party here, cez i did lots of bad things, back in my old times, but i do learn a lot to survive in diz damn cruel world... i smashed people, fight, i cursed lots, cez i once enjoyed it.. but as the times and ages pass thru me, i now realized lots of things turn wrong, lots of things i dont know, which day by day i try to adapt myself to it...

eventhough after all i've been through, there's better things yet to come.. but few people who are living in my past, i mean seems to act like i was before, alwiz crosses me, everytime i walk, everywhere...

why cant they realized, doz bad things they did will get lots of worst paybacks sooner or later?

and me, keep on enjoying watching doz dramas, as i learn at the same time, and sometimes, i already knew how dat will end cez i've been through the same situations, not all, but some.. and most of it, as i predicted happened.. scray huh? but yeah, u have to be a bad person, to be a better person, in dat way, u will know and choose which one is right and wrong urself and learn....

if u aint know anything, pliz dont try to say anything, jez seat tight and watch.. wats right, u grab it, wats wrong, try to avoid it.. cant say must avoid it, cez people aint dat perfect but try, u shud.. at least...

karma! or wat goes around comes around! fuhh... i hold on to it until now.. scary line, people.. cez the life is like a rollercoaster, today ur at the above as high as the 7th sky, but 2mrw who knows, u'll be at the bottom, so damn deep, as deep as the sea...

trust me, eventhough ive been through a lot, still i cant say dat i had enough.. i keep on learning on things, jez in case i dont repeat my same old mistakes.. give some advises to doz who asks or needs it, if not, i shut myself up and observe...

hate

hate is a big word to say to a so called friend.. when they helped us when we were down, laugh when we're happy.. human alwiz have diz other side of personality dat some might woreship it and some jez dont realized dat sometimes they were wrong... apologizing is way too far when the fucking ego cuts in..

some people enjoy saying anything they like, with the 'its me, its who i am' kinda excuse.. yeah, we understand, ur so outspoken kinda person, but can u even consider someone's feelings, before u say doz words? maybe its true, one is wrong, but there are other ways to talk..

yeap, u might enjoy borned as an outspoken person, not talking back bout everybody, but the way u said it, dats jez so damn wrong and it hurts like hell! and everybody refuses to talk to u, of course becez they dnt wanna listen to dat.. hey, being honest, seriously, mostly it hurts..

is it hard fer ya to understand one's feelings? they do understand u, but why cant u? they try to help u, cez they know, there's nobody else, who wants to share ur shit.. 'they' are the people who are willing to pick u up when u fall, can u show them some appreciation? or u want them to ask fer dat so dat u knew? are u blind or dumb or unfortunately borned retarded? come on!

start respect people before they let u be so damn far far down, and jez watch while u crash and burn.. is dat u want? think bout it sister!