damn it! when it comes to relationship, specifically love .. i suck!
diz guy, dia duda .. and ader anak sorang, but the ex-wife rampas anak tuh dari dia, bawak pi UK sebab the ex-wife sambung blaja .. so, dat day, when they flew away, dia pegi gak tgk anak and ex-wife dia kat klia without diorang tau, and yang inform dia tuh, ipar dia .. so, he sat there almost 5 hours, crying bout the lost ...
here i come, try to comfort him .. tapi looks like tak jadi jer cara akue tuh .. dia lagi tambah2 serabut and ignore akue .. so u know, i tried so hard fer dat .. tapi akue ader gak tanye dia, if dia taknak akue masuk campur dalam hal idup dia, im okay jer .. tapi of course lah, dia cakap, 'ur my gf, mesti lah my stuff are urs too' .. tapi look at wat had happened .. lagi banyak akue try comfort him, lagi serabut dia raser .. so, im confused ..
one day, maybe 2 weeks later .. kitorang ym, and dia mintak break up .. akue cakap laa, akue tak kesah nak kasik dia maser, but the way he talked to me, it was like giving up .. dia tak even fight fer our relationship, and guess wat, senang jer fer me, berat it is .. tapi nak buat camner, if one sided jer, aper guna nyer kan?
so, i said to him ... u wanna break up wit me? and he said yes .. panjang actually crita b4 come to dat part, but y need to elaborate kan? when at the end, we broke up ..
wat makes me feel so confuse is dat, kenaper u let someone into ur life, when u know dat, u cant handle urself, ur not sure bout u, u said dat u love them truely, but at the end, u broke my heart? y u said dat u love me, when u actually dont want me in ur fucking life? y u said doz promises, when u dont even mean every single thing u said? fool me, but how cant i believe dat ur the one fer me, when u met my parents and they love u, my parents .. they find it hard to approve any man fer their daughter, but when it comes to u, bam! approved! dats y, i made dat decision, a decision dat ruined my life now, dat is .. gave my whole love to you, now, i got none cez u got it all .. how dare you!
watever it is, i take it as another chapter of my suck love relationships in my freaking life ... God! akue arap lah dia happy with his decision .. after wat i did fer you, diz is how u repay me .. tx a lot! and he said nak jumpa me, and be friends wit me? hey, people dont downsize ur relationships, dats suicide man ... nope, i will never ever see u again .. never .. ur memories, no more .. hate, nope .. jez sad, cez u broke my heart ..
goodbye, fer gud .. and i, moving on .. without any love in me ...
