all the things u did, i hope u know it.. nothing else matter.. sometimes, i felt like my past is coming back to me, but things do happened in the opposite way to others, yeah, they enjoy the sickness, but fer me, to see it in front of my eyes, it hurts .. but wat can i do, im jez a stranger to a person named friend ..
i played my part so perfectly, but unfortunately, nobody sees me .. its jez me, alone in my black hole .. they laugh at me fer my past, they told me, its jez ur bad luck which will never happened to them .. sometimes, they talked to me, like im nothing, jez a piece of blank paper .. wat i did dat time, keep myself shut ...
i cant believe dat my friend, did something bad to me, never feel guilty bout it, and keep on doing it .. why do i alwiz be in the middle part of anything? i guess ive been cursed, and not know how to break the spell .. but i do know, one day, i'll be the most lucky person in the world, more than anyone could have .. but time always been cruel to me, slowly put me in the deepest part of life, and challenge me more and more .. now, i know, dat the more, i get thru and passed it, the more i learned .. and the beautiful sunshine, yet to come ...
i jez had to put myself held high and walk pass thru anything dat comes thru me .. all dat matters is my future, hopefully will be as bright as the one and only sunshine .. never gone .. away from me ...
